Some "Some Egrets" Egrets

@some.egrets.ca

weird animal person on the internet. i watch space rocks and yell at computers for my day job. don't mean to brag but im kind of the best at burnout i am the cause of most of my own problems probably too old for any of this bullshit he/him

wow bsky was down all morning for me because i guess my PDS was on fire or something i have a mixed relationship with social media but work has been incredibly boring with fewer distractions than usual

Just Indecisive Things "Egrets" is more of an online alias than an actual name (although what you call yourself online is real and valid and i'll respond to it!) but if i had to give a birdsona a real name, i don't know where i'd even start with that other than, not being just a common human name

a thing that's come up a couple times recently is that i feel like i have trouble making like actual close friendships for a while now because i kind of intentionally keep an amount of distance and don't always do well in like 1:1 DMs or chats anymore and mostly feel more comfortable in group chats

i have spent a significant amount of my break from work in hospital visits and meetings with doctors and touring long term care facilities ive done like a fraction of the work my sister has because i've been actively trying to retain some of the time off because i *need* but still, it is a lot

ughhhhh i am so thoroughly wiped out im struggling to achieve verticality today and this is supposed to be my break from work supposed to be back in the lab on tues and i have no idea how i will manage that

ive kinda gotta prefix here that im not trying to dump on anyone's hobby and im glad people have things they like and it's not directly in response to any one person talking about this because it shows up literally every day so there's not a time i can complain about it in isolation