Noordin Ali Kadir

@werewolffeels.bsky.social

(He/Him) Writer, Consultant, and Occasional Actor. Muslim, queer, and refuse to give up either. Currently working on VtM: Eternal Whispers. contact email: noordinalikadir@gmail.com

You know what's a thankless job? Whoever paints all those climbable ledges yellow; because first you need to find the climbable ledges. Oh sure, some weirdo can just hop up them but that's only because a union worker tested every ledge with climbing equipment and painstakingly painted each one.

So here’s the truth: I get talking about just how pervasive this is is wholly uncomfortable. But your discomfort pales compared to how literally unsafe the rest of us are. With the most respect I can summon: grow. up. We can’t let every problem grow because discomfort needs prioritising.

Noordin Ali Kadir@werewolffeels.bsky.social · 2d ago

I’ve dealt with microaggressions and violence everywhere I turn. At work, in classes, out in public, even at home and online. These days it’s daily, there’s no break, just escalation. And until enough people do some soul searching, that’s unlikely to change. So start searching.

I’ve dealt with an absurd amount of racism and Islamophobia in my life, but yes, it’s getting worse. We make conventions targets in the current world, and our erasure is a comfortable way to feel powerful. In every sphere, every day, this reality is part of my life. And I’m “lucky”.

I frequently get asked if I wish I had some of the fame or notoriety others in tabletop do, but I promise you I could not handle someone making a *fancam* of me. No thank you, I think I’m happy being a complete unknown! (All respect to fancammers and those who have them, but AAHHH)

People really assume I’m straight, wow. No, I am very, VERY not. Straightness for me is like the fancy grocery store. Yeah I guess I go there, but maybe only a few times in a year, and that’s usually for special occasions or holidays. And even then I supplement that with my normal cheap place.

I am begging you, fellow marginalised people, get rid of the cop in your head telling you that your victimhood can only be acknowledged by denying the victimhood of others. Nothing that has happened to any of us is so unique that we cannot find kinship, rather than competition, with each other.

One, I’m still practically unable to move my fingers, but two, boy oh boy is the internet insufferable today. The reactionary verbal sparring people are doing isn’t designed to help anyone… it’s designed to alienate and prove moral superiority, especially for a certain set of ‘morals’. Ugh.

What should success look like to me? Growth. I’m not talking in wealth or in audience, I’m talking in skill. Growing in what you can do, learning how to adapt better, and maybe finding more earned confidence in yourself along the way. That’s how I think we should quantify success, and so I grow.

Look, once again, it’s getting real racist up here in Canada. Especially for anyone who could be thought of as Indian or Muslim. And no, the “you aren’t real Canadians” and “Sharia law” bullshit ain’t just coming from white people. The stage is being set, and we can’t close our eyes to it.

So about that... Unfortunately life happens and we are going to be down a few folks tonight. More unfortunately is that means, I've pretty much run out of time to finish this season. The plan was to be wrapping this season up next week or on the 21st but we just ran out of time to finish.

dimples-n-darkness (He/Him)@dimplesndice.bsky.social · 2w ago

The Storyteller has risen, and Philly by Night is back tonight! We are returning to The Monster Within with the return of Archon Sharifi, played by @werewolffeels.bsky.social! Starting a smidge later tonight, and we'll be live at 8:30pm ET / 5:30pm PT on: twitch.tv/dimplesndice

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Tonight @ 8 PM ET / 5 PM PT
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It’s the National Day for Truth and Reconciliation here in Canada. The problem is, we’re still not discussing the full truth. On how we’ve historically treated the Nations whose land we reside on, nor how we treat them now. We cannot reconcile with actions we refuse to admit to.

I’m doing some Cold War research for reasons and boy oh boy is some of the propaganda of the old days just… the exact same propaganda as now. Multiple broken governments pointing at the other to build fear and outrage whilst encouraging their own populaces into a false superiority.

I say this with the deepest respect and worry: the moment you put a new big game in front of players, even if it’s in progress, you need to have it at least scanned by a sensitivity consultant. I’m not talking your one pagers, I’m talking the big leagues. It’s faster to lost faith than to gain it.

Shout out to my fellow survivors dealing with PTSD this week. Being assaulted on a college campus and watching your abuser get lauded and rewarded is beyond fucked. Fuck Cornell, those seven pieces of shit, and every other abuser who got away with it bc a school failed to believe the victim.