i feel very sick and haunted like a kid scared of ghosts in its head and a dead ghost kid with nobody to haunt i wish there was a house or mansion for haunted kids, ran by adults who were haunted kids but lived, in different ways that maybe i could meet a boy like me, or an adult i hate being me
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19 pronouns: it/its referencial terms (ex: this man, this woman, this person): buck/deer ITpilled lesbian if something does not make sense, please remember we are intersex and plural suggestive! there may be a mean butch here, watch out its right behind m
i dont want to die but i just have this overarching feeling like im done for, that its coming, out of my control dont take me yet, i can still increase shareholder value, just give me a chance
the er has said again that they cannot make referrals to surgery, or anything. even when taking levothyroxine faithfully, its never made a dent. im failing my classes, live in a shelter, and havent held down a job since dec. told i should "change my pcp if they dont listen." what pcp even does that?
medical update: the lump in my throat ive had since the beginning of '23 is a thyroid nodule that has been increasing in size. it at this point bumps into nerves/muscles in the side of my neck, causing falls, head dropping and obtundation as well as the previous difficulties with choking/breathing
medical update: the lump in my throat ive had since the beginning of '23 is a thyroid nodule that has been increasing in size. it at this point bumps into nerves/muscles in the side of my neck, causing falls, head dropping and obtundation as well as the previous difficulties with choking/breathing
I want games with more blatant credits. I want voice actors names posted on screen when we first meet a character. I want a way to see art galleries in game for visuals with the names next to them. I want the music and artist in the corner when a song starts. Be LOUD about the game's team.
the obliteration of the video games industry has to be one of the biggest destabilizing events to ever hit the neurodivergent population of earth. this was... the job we could do
There's one guy in this video who facilitated monthly $15 million payments to Hamas in explicit, on tape, hopes of building Gaza into a jihadist rival of the Palestinian Authority and his name rhymes with Denjamin Petanyahu.
Netanyahu directly attacks Zohran Mamdani (and his wife) from the UNGA podium, calling him the "antisemitic mayor of New York City," parroting The Free Press's stories about Rama Duwaji, tying Mamdani to Hasan Piker, and claiming the mayor is "buddies" with Hamas.
recently I came to a realization about why "smart devices" are so shitty if you take an appliance that creates some sort of physical output, and connect it to a network, what you've actually done is invent a new kind of printer and printers are, of course, the devil's machines
I'm begging for ecofascists to add an ounce of wokeness to their politics.
dunno if this is a hot take or not but room temperature water is > ice cold water because I can drink it faster
i hope gavin newsome dies in insignificant obscurity and i never have to hear his name ever again
Gaming youtuber u find otherwise respectable but they have like at least one really glaringly pee pee poo poo giga stinky take regarding something you really like is, dare i say, an IMPORTANT!! part of growth and the human condition
have you all heard of "being nice" i havent but i hate the concept
at least its not in my are- the article was written by ktvu fuckkkkkk san francisco is gonna have measles
Enforce Quarantines for Cases A passenger with measles passed through at least six counties on Amtrak – Alameda, Butte, Kern, Los Angeles, Sacramento and San Joaquin – while making multiple transfers. www.ktvu.com/news/califor...
Artist tip Do not listen to people who say sketchy lines isn't a art style and it's ugly. If you like it and it looks like art to you then thats the style you prefer and you should continue to draw in. :) I love using that style for horror and also because I have tremors in my hands.
When they eventually make a movie about this time, please don't put the male politicians in good suits. IMO, the ugly, low rent tailoring should be part of the story.
hearing a game dev give a talk about indie success say that his wife pays for everything so that he can keep making games full-time has really inspired me to find a wife who pays for everything so i can make indie games full-time
"two week mc phase" yo how about the nearly 3 years since oct 7 just as a time scale, between then and now ive gotten five jobs, moved four times, had four bank accounts and im now in my seventh semester of college just cause i was born in the us. this wouldnt happen otherwise. mc isnt worth that.
yeah man i'd love to play a starcraft open world shooter it's just the boycott-- no no it looks great it's honestly, no fantastic work it's just i have to follow BDS you know, look its been great talking to you
Periodic reminder that your "concerns" about trans people are being beamed directly into your head by a small cadre of incredibly rich psychopaths.
Shout out to everyone who said it was just a temporary distraction and not a central organizing principle of modern fascism.
i havent made my bsky account yet with that name but if you connect the dots and dm this account you get one free ringtone/meme reading if you pinky promise not to tell anybody so this is gonna be vent posting, commie shit and the occassional suggestive post (what if girls... held hands?!? 🤯)
putting this account on the backburner cause ive got another presence/username im trying to build up for va comms not doing this cause i have stuff to hide on this account its more that i dont want people to cite shit i said when i was 17 like i believe it right this second, and im cringe right now
putting this account on the backburner cause ive got another presence/username im trying to build up for va comms not doing this cause i have stuff to hide on this account its more that i dont want people to cite shit i said when i was 17 like i believe it right this second, and im cringe right now
PETA using AI slop art which is objectively terrible for the environment and planet and by extension all animals, is some tone deaf shit.
Yeah I can tell you're a lifelong Democrat by your willingness to throw marginalized groups under the bus.