toby time :)

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tobes||33||he/him, trans, disabled, ND. The generic store brand clark kent you never asked for. [ADHD, PTSD, agoraphobia, chronic illness/pain]

hello i am alive, and stuff TODAY MY NIECE ANNALISE TURNED 2 so we had a party. shes still a cute sweetie and our princess and just on wednesday my lil bro's wife had their new baby(4 KIDS NOW!!!) charlotte ann, we'll drive the town over to see her early next week nvn

as for me i am. tbh struggling(mentally and emotionally). My depression has been very very bad. Worst its been for a long time. My agoraphobic symptoms are much worse these days too and that was distressing me and I was just. Beating myself up and decaying further bc anxiety and shame

hi fuck agh [trips ovr myself and eats shit] happy new year i managed the emotional energy to cut my hair today. pics later. in other news my mom has surgery end of this month for a fracture in her foot that is just NOTTTT HEALINGGGG

years ago my uncle got my aunt a pom puppy. They also had a new baby at the time, & when she felt she couldn't keep up with both, my brothers & I received a fuzzy christmas gift. That was Poppet. Today after 19 years we said goodbye. Sleep tight, lil puppy. You were beloved.

GUESS WHO'S BACK, BACK AGAIN long story short i had a whole LOT go outta whack with my mental health after my surgery, but it was very slow to present in a way we could notice. We are working on that though, now that we've caught up to why my brain's been busted

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been xenoing the FUCK outta all these blades too tired and spacy to post much abt it nowj ust know i am playing and the kids are so fucking back pip's still an outfitter but thorne's a curator now. its equilibrium theyre on opposite sides of the sliding nerd scale

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SOOOOOO my external data drive(for xtra storage space) borked and took my entire system with it rip. bless my dad for helping me get things running again(and my backups from my old pc for helping me setup more easily sob)