today in demons, by dostoevsky: a criminal is in town doing crimes. he has robbed a church & maybe murdered some guy. nikolay's wife(?) marya believes nikolay has been replaced by a hired impostor from a lower social class (not a prince). during a duel, nikolay gets shot in the hat
another 30 pages of demons. this will take a year or so. in todays reading: nikolay's mom is scared of nikolay, babies are scared of nikolay. the word dreamy, dreamily used maybe 20 times. kirilov has discovered mindfulness (looked at a leaf). there are guns, kirilov has at least 3