Just Emma

@femma.love

she/her 52, trans, lesbian. I make 'puters do my bidding. Cat mom.

There are, as expected, no studies on endometriosis in trans women. But considering it is the spreading of endometrial tissues which is facilitated by estrogen. It's always good to keep an eye out. Never let people tell you the pain you're facing is "normal/expected". It shouldn't hurt at all.

Oh shit! Took a walk on the beach, a flyer caught my eye and it turns out there a local cheerleaders club for 18+ and they are recruiting... 😵‍💫 If I weren't 6 days befroe SRS 🫠

Trans women are women, the SC, the bigoted billionaires, the hateful MPs, the grifting jopurnalists and the right-wing funded hate groups are all wrong. "You'd be crazy to choose this life if you didn't have to"

Transphobes: we can always tell! Anesthesiologist doing my pre-op check a couple of days before SRS (it's a general hospital so she does this for different kinds of patients) after asking what surgery I will be undergoing and me answering "vaginoplasty": "What is the medical indication?" 😂

the thing about trying your best is that sometimes your best fucking sucks, but crucially, trying your best entails doing right by the people you failed via learning everything you can from those failings, regardless of whether they stay in your life. important to take lessons however they come imo.

It's my period and it never ceases to amaze me that the pain from an organ I don't have that science claims is caused by fluctuations in hormones I don't experience is so deliberating, but fuck it, I'm going to order some greasy noodles and rich chocolate desert tonight, so help me goddess.

Hand washing my bras, looking at the chipped nails polish on my fingernails and making a mental note to redo them and taking pleasure in thinking what color I would Ichoose this time. After some house cleaning I plan to put on the new dress I just bought. My life is gender euphoria 😍

DIYing Estradiol Enanthate is an opinion. And costs about $US100 for 18 months worth. And then you can very comfortably dose once a week, because it has a longer ester chain so drops off more slowly. You can do this while your doctor is prescribing something worse. And look at the blood tests

New dilation song just dropped as I lug the 3.7 litter container of Glide lube I bought in preparation for my SRS: "It's lube, lube, lube It's lube, lube It's big, it's heavy, it's anti-wood. It's lube, lube, lube It's lube, lube It's better than bad, it's good!"