Thinking of doing the most luxurious thing imaginable: spending the rest of the month wrapping things up with all of my literal and metaphorical open tabs. Then I could celebrate with a Clean Slate September.
My broken record issue: Serving as a poll worker is one of the best ways to make sure voters in your area are treated lawfully and professionally. This js a graphic from my BOE, but you can find info on how to sign up almost anywhere in the US here: www.eac.gov/help-america...
There is no version of yourself you could become that would satisfy the people who hate you. So you might as well be who you are.
All day it's felt like there's a bad storm about to roll in, but it's just Canadian wildfire smoke hanging low in the air, and the house shaking when the neighbors bring down a tree. A dislodged bird's nest. Small broken eggs on the patio table. Vaguely ominous day that's so far amounted to nothing.
when i said 'let’s circle back to that' i more meant, like, in a different era, a different city, another life. let's circle back to it when we're old, or maybe when we're young again...we'll circle back in vienna, or in cairo, or in those slender black cat streets of paris, streetlamps and gossip
Holy July, where did the time go? I need to make some changes. Right now I'm just running out the clock on my life.
I really wanted this to mean "it is solved by going for a little walk to think about it" because that's so often true for me Solvitur ambulando - Wikipedia en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solvitu...
our pasts, the present, a future to be realized, all brewing in bubbles that ebb and flow under the watchful eye of unseen servants. the past is not forgotten. it is processed. the future is not unknown for we are treating it today. we have the present. and it is all we we will ever have.
Had a genuinely good experience being a poll worker in NJ's primary election yesterday. Definitely recommend doing it at least once if you have the ability and inclination.
“…[at] the zine fest, I am perhaps looking for something that I think I may have recently lost track of, a couple decades into a peripatetic but also arguably successful career in publishing: the drive, freedom, and confidence to just make something. No promise of audience or sales… no regrets.”
I Don't Miss Twitter, I Miss Zines
Manjula goes to the Santa Rosa Zine Fest and finds more future than nostalgia.
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I startle a little bit every time I walk past the pile of rubber snakes in our den. Even though I'm the one who put them there.
Days later, I'm still thinking about "bodymind." What a great word.
just a reminder to give your bodymind good things today. things that could include like fresh air hydration vitamin d proximity to growing things nutritious food stretches your pt exercises your meds your [meditation / breathing / prayer / creative ] practices other things your bodymind likes
If your friends on Substack don't want to read any of the long essays and articles about The Substack Problem, send them this @anildash.com explainer video. (From his @pastduepodcast.com interview.) It's not just Nazis, it really isn't. www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWdS...
Anil Dash: Get Off Substack Before Someone Buys You | Past Due Podcast
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I was having a grumpy morning, but then I got to watch a fox sunbathe in our back yard for a few minutes. It brought me out of myself just enough.
More context on this #Artemis II image: * This is the night side, lit by moonlight. You can see city lights in Spain & Portugal, & a sliver of day at lower right * The Sun is entirely behind Earth, which makes it a kind of solar eclipse, but w/ Earth doing the eclipsing instead of the Moon: ☀️🌍🚀🌕
Several years ago, on a whim, I started drawing a map of an eel's life travels as seen by the eel. I figured an eel thinks about its life as a linear journey, rather than a there-and-back again adventure. So I wanted to do a map to reflect this. This morning, on another whim, I finished the map!
Two good, sad songs today. Two skillful essays. Two contrasting sadnesses. Oof.
Tipping off our other Final Four matchup NOW: (6) Ben Folds Five, Brick vs (13) Ani DiFranco, You Had Time. Read, listen, and vote by noon eastern time Saturday to send the sadder of the two to the Championship: marchxness.com#/final4-fold...
In the erratic manner of a New Jersey spring it is, briefly, 4pm bitters and soda weather.
"I won't find my stakes if I'm keeping secrets." 🖤
Your weekly writing advice is here! ✏️ From poetry reader Avery Yoder-Wells: "My first poetry teacher: 'You can just say what you mean.' Snapped me out of my teenage poetic vagueness really quick! Simpler, decisive lines glue the poem together. I won't find my stakes if I'm keeping secrets."
Also decided to start my month of joy and courage early. (Why wait?) Brought some essay drafts out to a microbrewery to enjoy a French pilsner while I read and make notes. The TV behind the bar is playing the eagle cam livestream from Duke Farms. Nest of weird little hatchings. This is perfect.
After taking a walk and conferring with myself, I've decided to make April a month of joy and courage. Those are the things I need right now.
I don't normally subscribe to the "German has a word for it" thing because all languages can invent and borrow new words! That said, I can't stop thinking about "hobbyless" as an insult since I saw it a few days ago, so here you go It promotes a growth mindset!! www.tumblr.com/abbiistabbii...
The past 14 months have been a string of one "there but for the grace" moment after another, with no end in sight. It's a particular kind of exhausting. And heartbreaking.
"The World I Know" vs "You Had Time": a wrenching decision, having to choose between these two sadnesses.
More Elite 8, here we go: Listen, read, VOTE! marchxness.com#/elite8-coll...
"Glycerine" vs "Brick": Two sad, pretty songs up against each other today. I've got to go with my gut on this one. And by "gut" I mean my autonomic nervous system.
More Elite 8, here we go: Listen, read, VOTE! marchxness.com#/elite8-fold...
Oof. Today the tournament asks us to make some fine distinctions between depression and sadness.
Let's get today's SWEET 16 games up: (8) Blink-182 vs (5) Bush / (8) Nirvana vs (13) Ani DiFranco! Read, listen, vote by 9am 3/21 at marchxness.com
Starting to worry that I'm putting some kind of curse on the songs I vote for...
MARCH SADNESS 90S EDITION SWEET 16 DAY 1 FINAL SCORES KATE BUSH 114, Hootie 99 CELINE DION145, Kristin Hersh 111 Congrats to our winners, who are dancing to the ELITE 8 next week!
I read the NYT piece, and I am holding onto the words of a woman who fended off inappropriate advances from a 60-year-old Cesar Chavez at the age of 19. “It makes you rethink in history all those heroes,” Esmeralda Lopez said. “The movement — that’s the hero.”
Democratic consultants: To replicate Mamdani’s success with the young people we must appeal to their short attention spans with memes and TikTok Mamdani (actual quote): In the fifth century in what we now know as Ireland, a British warlord named Coroticus had laid waste to the countryside