Tan

@lotterhippie.bsky.social

29 - he/they - GER/ENG/ESP I draw and I write!!! if you are interested in the historical queer vampire short stories ive written, check this out!! https://linktr.ee/tanzander

Apparently I'm supposed to be writing coherent words and coming up with plots and shit. sorry but the only thing I'm plotting is a hostile takeover of world governments with quite a lot of summary executions.

trying to help and not get jaded and evil about the germans explaining to me how much agony theyre in and that its not the same and how i dont get it when their heatwave is over in 4 days and i get those exact temperatures and worse every day now until october

guess who made white wine risotto and added the wine too late which means the alcohol didnt cook out and just ate two big bowls of that in 40 degree heat

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tw icky i got a doctors appointment tomorrow to get a cyst checked out that suddenly appeared on my fucky top surgery scar. im p sure its fine but the current struggle is that i can explain the whole thing perfectly in spanish BUT i keep on forgetting the FUCKING word for scar

preparing for artfight im seriously considering to kick out every other OC i have and therefore force everyone who wants to attack me to draw this guy out of pure evil malice. casting psychic damage on my friends via my most evilest nastiest bitchboy oc

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as much as i enjoy dark academia i have to say as I am pushing 30 I don't have the energy nor the nerves for another fucking school type setting where students are doing romance id say we as a society should stop writing about students and start writing old pathetic gay professors

i developed a graves playstyle that i call suicide bomber in which i throw he against unsupervised enemy walkers alone and have her eat shit u til the walkers are down in order to fuck the enemy team up its working but it makes my stats look like ass lol

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since i opened this webbed site anyways have this current wip im gonna eraze parts of it bc i want it to look very half-finished (its a cover for a novela i wrote, the series title is Schundroman and this specific spin-off is called Oil on Canvas. i thought thats cheeky n cute)

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kj charles knows whats up so hard when writing men going at each other nasty style her books have me clapping my hands and kicking my feet each damn time

just had to use a nose douche for the first time and the thought that ill have to do this several times every day for a month now fills me with dread top 10 worst non-painful experiences. right up there with removing surgery drains

And they're done! I'm so happy with how this turned out. I'm starting to feel a little more confident in being able to produce finished illustrations in traditional media, not just studies. 😊This is watercolor + gouache., with a little bit of color pencil and pastel for final touches.