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@nxrble.bsky.social

"Pops" Father & widower; service-connected 100% disabled Marine Stage IV Cancer Doomslayer. Trans rights are human rights. #Veteran for Black Lives. Wall of Vets. Veterans For Peace. Humanist. With a mountain of ADHD!

“Cantiones sacræ sex vocibus compositæ: Circumdederunt me delores mortis” has made every cat in the house go weird and low to ground. Back to Autechre, then?

Waking up early in the city was a good time: flashing yellow lights at intersections, the daily roar of motors & electricity now muted. Nobody gets up early in Boston. Most days my limitation would be finding places or shops still closed at 8am. End up sitting on porch (front or back) listening.

Uprooted and moved, and in that time I had my 3 month checkup. There were two findings: one on my liver and one lymph node. Oncology is more worried about the node as it may be necrotic. PET and MRI w/contrast ahead. No matter how at peace I am with my cancer, the fight only ends when I die. ☠️ 🥊

The full statement now reads “there is no ethical consumption or leadership under capitalism” I remain steadfast and unwavering in my demand for ICE to be destroyed.

“You Retreat In Time And Space” how a song in less than a minute of playing evokes tears, sobs. this is beautiful to hear. this is beautiful to experience.

In 2017 I accidentally inhaled encapsulated sub-micron magnetic particles. I was running a CNC on little 10mm discs for testing in an airline fixture for ų permeability. Science & engineering, good stuff, but the ventilation plan did not account for this. I was wearing N95+ respirator.

The biggest obstacle I have been facing is myself. Rather than withdraw any more, I pushed myself to engage and talk to people. The secret I use? I make cheesecakes and then hand them to random people and just wish them a blessed day. That’s it. Not very “New England” but very much me.

A digital photo of a kitchen countertop. In the background are blue and white speckled curtains hanging above a radiator.
In the foreground sits an uncut cheesecake.
Just to right of middle sits a bowl filled with fresh strawberries.
A glass jar sits to the left middle, with two large pink flowers and an orange bloom.

Please stop putting your AI Facebookmeme shit on my timeline. Stop making Facebook memes with AI and posting them here or anywhere. “It’s funny!” so is a fart.

Remigration is a racist ideology embraced by humans who hate skin tones. It’s a dog whistle that you can hear, and they will stop pretending the more comfortable they get doing it. And I remain firm in my belief that ICE must be utterly destroyed.

A double still frame from “The Simpsons” with a bus driver seated driving in the upper frame with the words “Don’t make me tap the sign”
The second frame shows a hand pointing at a sign above the driver, which reads “Replacement migration is remigration”

Prolonged Exposure. It’s the PTSD therapy I’ve been in for several weeks now and as many sessions. Opening up an almost 25 year old event, and riding the waves of terror, emotion, pain, and so much more. It sucks. Learning how far my avoidance seeped into everything in life. It is healing.