I also don't wanna have to become a contortionist to combat my child internalizing anti-blackness in ways I never thought of before, because I never had a non-black parent.
I am not interested in an interracial relationship, not because I don't find nonBlack people attractive (they are) but because I don't want to have to be subjected to (un)intentional racism, antiBlackness and microagressions in a relationship that should be my safe space.