Emily Dare

@strangetree.maenad.club

privacy & infosec · AI ethics · horror & erotica · 🏳️‍⚧️ · she/it “𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑛.”

In the end I'm mostly disappointed. Technically brilliant with a lot of passion, but Resonant is mostly a Remedy game with the weird, quirky, "cringe" rough edges sanded off. Some *brilliant* performances and bits, but little of the heart that's made me hyperfixate on Remedy games for 25+ years.

Emily Dare@strangetree.maenad.club · 3d ago

Finished Control Resonant. I'll be mulling over my very complicated feelings for quite some time. Lots of quietly staring into the middle distance and sipping coffee.

Finally tested negative consistently for Covid. On the downside, apparently Covid does not play well with recovering from recovering from having my skull remodeled. My brain was already taking the surgery personally. So in a lot of ways I’ve had my feet knocked out from under me. (Again)

Because I had to teach it to a girl at the bar last night, I’ll post it here. If a guy is being a creeper/threatening in public, even if we don’t know each other, just come up to me and pretend we’ve been besties forever and I’ll keep you company til he fucks off and walk you to your car after.

I think that Andon Labs' Vending-Bench is a nice illustration of the "just don't have that dog in them" theory of LLMs. This is a benchmark where an LLM agent is tasked with running a simulated vending machine, and scored on their earnings. GPT-6 Astra recently set the record at about $15k.

Vending-Bench 2 | Andon Labs

We're releasing Vending-Bench 2, a benchmark for measuring AI model performance on running a business over long time horizons. Models are tasked with running a simulated vending machine business over ...

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Did you know victims of the Ghost Ship fire of 2016? I'm looking for the music made by anyone who we lost to this tragedy. I have music by Nackt, Cherushii and Cash Askew, but if there is anyone else I have missed please please share with me! Thank you so much!!

Today's fun discovery: Hypnotic skritches can in fact help scratch the unscratchable itch. So, you know, nothing that a deep trance and a woman lovingly describing how she gives you intense head skritches can't fix, I guess? Kind of an imaginary mongoose situation there.

Emily Dare@strangetree.maenad.club · 3w ago

Someday soon I will have enough feeling in my scalp to actually scratch the unscratchable itch that feels like it's at the center of my skull and on that day I will truly know peace. Regrowing nerves after skull surgery is a hell of an adventure. A very itchy adventure

I would simply like to live my quiet little life as a trans woman and buy fruit and sing and walk my dog and wave to my neighbors and watch movies and use restrooms without being the subject of a culture “war” where both political parties agree I’m a disgusting freak who doesn’t deserve civil rights

I tire of the mortal horrors but I’m too exhausted and sick to go out and find a faerie circle to be abducted in. Can I just sprinkle some farmer’s market mushrooms around my bed and call it a day?

The Silicon Valley AI industry is not run by a rationalist eschatological sex cult. It's driven by the friction between a few different rationalist eschatological sex cults in competition with each other.